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eckscuze me. that was not my fault. Flank the -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------o. I am away from my computer, plz think of a nice messag4e to send and send it.

Ok now on to more important matters, I was drunk 3 nights in a row, getting beligerant, wild and crazy, non-sense, and ill tempers going up in the essense of the bar. We could handle ourselves, but were just too ready to ignite the wick of inebriation. So we did that for a few times went home to our houses, except we met up at the checkpoints before goin home and calling it an early night, so we get going with the sweet time which we were having and let it settle down to a pulp on the bottom of the beaker. Most of the chunks were from ALAN. HA! Non-perishable items are acceptable. Anywho, where was i? Yea, going from the checkpoint to home was mostly being dropped off or walking around the block just to kill some time, then going into my house and laying in bed/ on the couch. This was all so fun and enjoyable that i would like to do it again. Except there isn't going to be another time to do some of the things that i have done since its going to be done with after a long excursion on the amtrack out of town and into the mystic mountains. I'm happier than a slap-happy seagull and a laughing hyena combined. Serious as it is for now, i m not too pretencious and don't have any worries whatsoever about my safety and my well-being, but i'm sure it will stay safe and sound. For the bigger portion of the time I will be busy with some labor that is undisclosed as of yet, and it will take place over the whole winter while away from home. So much for the friends around the neighborhood...

As it is I am not seeing anyone and wasn't going to be planning on doing such and such with getting a boogey on and trying to make the scene with anyone else besides who i am already intertwined with lately. So mainly there is no particular reason to even be concerned with who is going to be sad / concerned/ heart-broken, when i'm gone. So basically , there's no regrets on my part.

It does however have to be considered just to be courteous that you have the decency to let them know that you're on your way to a new destination and aren't going to be (here) grand rapid city for much longer. It is true that i need to take a little advancement towards my learning and aspirations into a field of my discretion. THis will be a newly embarked upon phase of my journey out-west.

So, to say the least , i'm glad I'm going. Its a grand adventure to seek a new space to live in.
I've had these many memories in the same place that I grew up in, but not like I haven't forgot
or will forget them, but just that I would like to remain part of them. So it takes a piece from me. Just that sheer fact that I was once here, and then all of the sudden (six months of preparation and planning with prior notice) WIll be one lone soul into a mountainous state.
There is an exception to the loneliness factor, I will be going along with one of my firends (tony) who will remain nameless. Anyway, its mostly a move for the sake of getting out of (gr) dodge. To make some plans for our futures which will in the long run help us legitimize our financial stability, and living quarters which may change after the shift of our own personal decisions.

And this isn't a plea for help, its more of a mental, concsious and derivated conclusion. The two pals through the rough and the easy, get together to make an extraordinary move placing ourself into the bliss of the better surroudings (from experience) Taking a new route and approach to staying healthy, maintaining a job, keeping active, experiencing different encounters. ALl of this great time is to be had in the next 2 weeks into the next 6 months. I suppose i haven't done all of my share of the majority of helping make decisions to complete the advancing into our new territory.

Neither of the two of us are used to being away from home because either of us have not moved from our original homes. PLus, He has made a few trips out to the same place as we are going but I havent' even stayed more than a week outside from my house. It is going to be a big transfre, i'm ready to ensue this transformation. (:))